I'm a mom. I'm a lot of things, but for all practical purposes in my life, right now, I am a MOM. All the time. (Other Moms know about this feeling.) I am doing this to recapture my non-mom self. (Other Moms also know about this feeling.) First I need to unearth her...I assume she's still there. Only I picture it like a butterfly reemergence, I'll be transformed from my former self.